The Obessions Of A Naked Mind

Dear world
Happy winchester day
Peace

I am a fucking mess right now and I am working the late shift wish I had gone back to school this semester and general pissed @ asia mostly korea and not so much india.
TVXQ never let it be said I did not give u my all and u r prisionfucking me right now seriously I want 2 be done with u right now. Upside I have finally found a korean drama I can watch downside right when it was hitting it stride I had to leave 4 work. Upside there is no upside TVXQ is shitting on me y am I listening to them dame those five awesomely talented men to catholic hell...I am done... I think but I might come back with a post about write a novel this month and brotherly love
Peace

The boondock saints all saint day was just really fun so much fun and Conner and Murphy so brotherly awesomely omG there new tats. I really need there to be more boondock/supernatural fics in my world.
Peace

Saw Jason Manns last night. He is very good in person great control of his voice. Also discovered the band The Script last night. From what I have heard of them they r made of type A awesome. I will be buying there cd. I missed Glee last night but will watch it 2night when I get off work. As far as I have heard Supernatural is a repeat 2night. I better have heard right.
Peace

Zombieland was fun will go see it again....fic will be forth coming.....ummmmmm supernatural zombieland crossover.
Peace

I LOVE DEAN. And this ep. And puppys and kittens and the whole world and just. Ben u have made me the happiest person in the whole verse becuz YES we r back on track the dusty road lies onward.
Peace and love and flying happy things

Seriously fucking seriously I am 2 eps away from call it quits I am sick of this ever loving emo driven angst bullshit. What the motherfucking fuck. Seriously I felt the Dean/Cass fandom swell as the Dean/Sam fandom dwindled and that is not even my main problem with this fucking fuck of an ep. I can't hate Cass I just love the fucker. But I can and do hate Dean and that breaking my fucking fucked up heart becuz my Dean love so shitting deep but even I apparently have limits and lines and shit fuck u Dean. I just... I have no more word in me.
Peace

First
I set out to watch every ep of SN I watched 51 out of 82 eps in the past week I would have done better but work got in the way. I have a lot to say about this show and its development but later....
Second
So my feeling on this ep? I want 2 smack Dean Winchester in the face and I love this show so dame much. I love Bobby. I love Sammy. I love Dean even if I want 2 kick him in the nutsake right now. My two hopes this does not become the Dean show I signed on for two Winchester not one. And God knows I love Dean but seriously I want Sam just as much as I want Dean. My second hope they don't give God a physical form I can only deal but so much with the God thing be4 I start thinking about blasphemy. With that said I have a well of hope that this season will rock my socks off and I don't think it will disappointed.
On another note I got all about Dong Bang Shin Ki season 3 and a new blackberry with a working track ball it's been a dame good day. Yeah me.
Peace

I have always felt that John Winchester was a character that got the shit end of the stick I have been randomly rewatching SN and it is interesting the way John's character has gone from being a hard but loving dad who wanted to keep his boys safe to a coward. For the most part character development of John was done off screen. What we know of the man has come from the mouth of others. What I noticed season one Dean was pretty dame sure of John love. He understood John the way Sam never did. John loved Sam he was proud of him he keep track of him when he was @ stanford he bragged about to people (Phantom Travler)I always felt that John didn't want sam to go becuz he wanted to keep him where he could see him of course he would have love to give Sam the normal life but he saw the dangerous and maybe it was stupid of him to keep so many secrets so close to his chest but he didn't want to give his boys more trouble than he had to and in the end he told Dean what he though would be the best solution and only becuz he wouldn't be there. I think John was smart enough to know that he would never be able to protect Sam the way Dean could and that as well as his desire to save his son made him bargain away his life. I know John was not the world best dad but he love his family and he was working half blind. There was an ep in season 2 I haven't rewatched it yet where Dean and Sam find John storage unit and they fine stuff of there from when they where younger and that said a lot to me about John.
From John on screen I always got the feeling of regrets like he understood the way he fucked up his kids lives but hinsight and all that.
In the end I must say this John Winchester good father bad father brave coward whatever he still did a pretty bang up job raising Dean and Sam yeah they got issue coming out their angst ridden emo asses but they are brave noble in there way demon killing heroes and they love each other so much and yes there are times when that love drives them to crazy things but I really believe in the end it's going to be the thing that saves the world.
I love the Winchester family. All of them even Mary who going to get her own post and yea they r broken and a bit rough around the edge but u watch out big gay incestuous love is going to save the world.
Peace

I was going to write a serious post about music ipod cd and music stores but than I went to look up TVXQ updates and I got all quirky ..... so short post. J2 is rocking my world in a great way I am look forward to a new season of great Sam and Dean moments. I have things to say about Castial but that needs 2 pgs I will say I love him right now but fandom may snape him for me.... Merlin needs to start now so I can get new eps becuz my love for Arthur and Merlin too much really. Tvxq what to say on that matter....um too much. TVXQ may actually kill me seriously who would have thought death by boy band........ Doctor nine is love.
Peace

Seriously the things I do for Supernatural.......

Supernatural ended for this season and I did not see it.....I still have not seen it......that makes me sad
I am learning Korean and doing well in that.
Peace

Super Junior is going to kill me with their super gay....
going back in my cave
peace

So I went to the gayest action movie ever yesterday namely Fast and Furious and well I can talk about that later what matter is that they played a TVXQ song Rising Sun OMG JOY will go into more later right now so late for work now TVXQ rules my world.
Peace

I am working on The TVXQ project and a Yunho Project but..I was watching this vid of an award show and Rain was there watching TVXQ and the look on his face got me stupid so I have built up this fight in my head between Rain and TVXQ becuz I don't think Rain is all that great I think TVXQ does it better. I know Yunho is a better dancer and singer than Rain so so here it is a battle between Yunho and Rain..done in vids...and pics ..
I love me some Yunho but I would actually like to hear what people thing Yunho or Rain who the better dancer? Singer?

Project Crazy




Yunho
VS
Rain




Peace

The thing with TVXQ is the moment I am about to step back and try to be a normal person again something pulls me back in and I get all glassy eyed and crazed I don't sleep, I don't eat, I live off Caffeine and sugar,I walk everywhere with a smile on my face and laugh out loud to fanfic on the train.. I am a mess a horrible sloppy crazed mess..and here is a vid becuz I am stupid fucking crazy in lust with Yunho right now and in this vid his long hair ....it makes really happy.... and the song is pretty...


Peace

Peace

The thing is I thought I could do this Project in an hour and really that was a lie...These two are so addictive Youtube is the devil..and photobucket is the devil's little bitch... YunJae = Yunho and Jaejoong two boy in an Koren boy band named TVXQ this is not really RPS becuz on most days these two are so married it's at least half real orlidomlijah and onixgreystone, this is for u guys enjoy..It's disgustedly stupid last and I have class in 3 fucking hours and it takes me 2 hour to get to school...lovely


The YunJae Project

I have been dividing my mind between Merlin which rules the largest part TVXQ becuz one look and I get sucked in, Stargate I have no idea why, Green Street Hooligans which I have to write an entry about and J2 becuz well u know why... basically I have been going mad skipping school and writing lengthy fanfic and original story watching vids and read fanfics in five fandoms...I think I'm going to do a Merlin Project next after I reply to all my backed up e-mail and comments..which will be when I get back from school hoped up on espresso and candy..



Peace

Hell-0h
It's Friday the 13 which means it Winchester day and Jared movie comes out which means Jared on big screen also.


( Winchester Day )

WHY THE FUCK DO JARED AND JENSEN LIVE TOGETHER WHO THE FUCK TOLD THEM TO DO THAT R U TRYING TO DRIVE ME MAD SERIOUSLY JUST STOP BEING SO GAY FOR EACH OTHER WHERE I CAN SEE IT I am try really try to think pure thoughts.....
WHY MUST YOU TALK ABOUT YOURSELVES AS "WE" STOP THAT AND DO NOT TALK ABOUT WHERE YOU FAVE RESTAURANTS ARE STOP BEING SO MOTHERFUCKING MARRIED